虛偽

你為什麼說謊？


真誠對待一個人，真的那麼的困難嗎？
在每一次，我都真心的迎接每次的機會
機會，我給了又給
為什麼？你就不能珍惜，我的一片好心呢？

好人雖然很難當，可是我不是為了你而努力了嗎？
我只求一份安穩，一個真心的心
簡單的過日子，不要嚮往另一不好的一面
我發現，
隨着一年一年的長大
人心就越來越的虛偽

就是害怕去接受，去面對
我選擇沉默，把自己給封鎖
時間會沖淡一切？這是真的？
4年了，心裡的傷，不時還會隱隱的作痛
我也習慣著年來的單身生活
我活的很好！


唯一，我解脫那滋味的痛就是專心的唸書
我是嚮往遠見，前途～
怎麼人就是愛虛偽？
虛偽，假惺惺的你就愛
我真誠的對待你當狗吠
我真誠的為你豎起大母子讚好！

我不怪膚淺的你
只是我覺得可惜
因為我想好好的對待你
你就是抹去我的機會

我依然正在等待中
一天
那個心裡擁有我心中那把門鑰匙的
有緣人，了解我的人
我相信在百感交集理
遇見你

NERVOUS day!!!

today SPM result out out out!!
those who was taking SPM in 2010
sure will be super double and triple nervous~

in this special days today
I ate my breakfast MCD with my EX-classmate in
MU(melati utama)
there really a nice place !!
this is what I ate =)



is time to go school~

my heartbeat was jump faster and faster...

and I'm so nervous..

I put alot afford and study hard in this 2 years

when I get my result ,

I cant even accept what the result I get

I started CRY,my tears drop by drop to my face... =(

because I never accheived my target 9A!

I wanna apply full scholarship..

but I only have 6A and 3B

financial problems is the challenging for me now

education is very important for me,I like study

no matter , how hard iziit...I still will continue my studies

mom,I promised you

I will study hard and get a first class hournes FOR you!!

I LOVE YOU ,mummy ..

can I get them?

white valentine today
I never receive any valentine present on this day
so bad =(
I wish I could have a cerebration on the next valentine day !!
I 'm so desire to have a VALENTINE DAYS with my future lover...


what present would you give to your beloved?
I hope I can get them for my valentine present >.<

BB bold 9780

DKNY WATCH

FLORIN   LV    wallet

burberry wallet

CK FRAGANCES

CHANEL

24K GOLD

Sleeping important for beauty and health
everyone at least sleep 8 to 10 hours a DAY!
if can, better sleep before 12pm  ~

although,I slept everyday~
but, not enough for me!
and I lose sight of the part "eye care"!!
now I am confront dark eye circle and eye bag
this 2 problem =(
what should I do now?

now you guys!! open your eye as big as possible..

and see my obvious dark eye circle and eye bag!

=(

and now I'm using this ...24K gold bird nest eye gel(BIO-ESSENCE)

I hope that...my dark eye circle disappear in 2 weeks !!

24K show me your POWER!!



bE smart

outfit with CAP again...

went to PAVILION again today..

exhange my beg!

before that I went to car garage to repair my car

thanks Valmont to settle it the transaction =)



I having my lunch in STARBUCKs!

A piece of blueberry cheese cake for my lunch!!

the feel is good ,having my favourite cake with the cold weather

because raining !!

that time dono why~

I think too much,and started be silent
I drop by yolanda there
and chat with her,and share what happen on this week
both of us, sit at the subway..
feel luckily , you are my best friends! 5 years our friendships!

VISIT topman time!
I miss ...the moment ..

I miss the long sleeve shirts with mickey design~

I WANT THAT !!

but no more Xtra small..>.<

and expensive too..

how sad!!

dun think about that!!

what the way to make me dun think?

yeah! eat my dinner in TGI(friday)

enjoy the steak there...

temporary forgot my mickey xD

my cranberry juice!!

 new york rib eye steak

braised beef steak!!



CAP DAY

VIVIEN ,finally we dating today xD
she came to fetch me today!!
I'm so touching MAN! this is the 1st time...
everytime our date cancelled because she don't want to drive..
MIRACLE really appear on this day!! =)

we having our lunch at SUSHI TEI in pavilion!

smile!! =)

we just ate little bit at there..

and thanks her for the SHUSI TEI!!

the next station |SNOWFLAKE| DESSERT!

tabbo series!!

we snap snap snap photo all the time!

ladies and gentlemen ,

let have a look

how is our outfit today? CASUAL!!

me with CAP look



BE vexed

if you are busy and concentrate in your study or working
you will not think too much..
sometime we think too much about trifling thing
and we have no choice
to control our cerebrum

LIVES must full of colourfull & meaningfull
although i'm so tired while working
collegues always encourage me and they accompany me all the time
I discuss my problem with them that I facing
advices are so important to me  =.=

boss keep telling me the true story that he had before
I'm not that inferior , do you know that?
just people not willing to know you well =(

my last day working in kitschen ,times square =)

LUQMAN = RM6(in cantonese)xD

kaili....wanna become a doctor

3of us

sexy eve! again

addan yong!

7.49pm

愛情
就是要兩個人彼此信任對方
聽對方的心聲
每個人都有解釋的機會

我帶著萬分期待的心情
恨不得把鬧鐘給調快1小時
我期待的是一份真感情的誕生
對於光混小仔這名稱，我開始覺得膩了

最近機會也毫不猶豫的給了又給
傷害也狠心的傷了又傷
快受不了的感覺又是如何？

那天的夜晚，
那心情是糟糕的
沒想到會得到那樣的待遇
如此的失望，是多麼的心碎
我還是硬這頭皮投降了
我絕對不流淚
因為你不值得

“不經一事，不長一智”
你讓我獲得（寶貴）經驗
朋友告訴我
：要讓傷害過你的人，好看，等著瞧吧你！
或許是真的

老闆吃鹽多過我吃飯
也給了指導
：凡是看開點，樂觀點，快樂點！
凡是都不用投入真感情
預防被傷害
或許一點也沒錯........